I haven't really been doing anything for the past week. No, I didn't lost my way inside the notebook and neglected anything else. I've been doing literally nothing, bar playing games and watching, or other random things to keep myself from being alone with my thoughts, things to distract myself from the cruel reality.
Jung unccrarq vf gung zl uhfxl qbt qvrq. Bs nyy gur guvatf gb qvfnccrne sebz guvf jbeyq, vg unq gb or fbzrbar ernyyl pybfr gb zr, zberfb guna zl snzvyl zrzoref. V'q engure abg guvax nobhg vg zber, abg abj ng yrnfg, juvyr gur cnvashy zrzbel vf fgvyy serfu. V gubhtug V unq n ernyyl fgebat fgbvp nezbe, anviryl guvaxvat gung abguvat pbhyq cbffvoyl uheg zr nalzber. Ohg ab, sngr naq tbq vf n ******* ******* *** ****** ***-******* ******. V pna'g rira oevat zlfrys gb or natel be fnq zber guna V pna, onq sbe zl urnygu. V rira unq n crefvfgrag purfg-cnva naq fubegarff bs oerngu sbe nyzbfg n jrrx.
Fb V'z tbvat gb rdhvc na rira fgebatre fgbvp nezbe guvf gvzr. Va gur raq, abguvat znggref, rirelguvat naq rirelbar qvrf. Jung vf rira gur cbvag bs pelvat, urpx V jvfu V pbhyq onjy zl rlrf bhg naq pel hagvy ab zber. Ng zbfg, zl rlrf trg jngrel. Bayl zl vafvqrf ebgf naq qvrf rira zber.
I'm not going to think about it.
